Not sure if I have anything worth while enough to say that would merit a "blog".

I'm stressed because my significant other (truck driver) is busting his ass so that I can go to college full time. Which is great that he would do this for me. But I'm Hating college. God it sucks. And I get stuck on the whole, once I graduate (years from now) what is my earning potential going to be? About $12 bucks an hour. *sigh* If I'm lucky enough to get a job after I graduate.

So the thought keeps popping in my head that "hey. I could drive a truck too. Make more than I would graduating from college." I think it's a case of 'grass is greener'. But the thought won't go away.

And this stresses me out, because I can't go back to my boyfriend and say, "You know that whole college thing, the one you busted your ass for, worked 100 hour weeks for... yeah, well.. I hate it, I'm quitting."

How 'bout no.

*sigh* I need a swift kick in the ass!

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