Help!

Hello y'all!
I am a 24 yr old daughter of a 30 odd yrs trucker. Even my mom has her CDL. I have been working recently at a company of about 900 trucks, auditing logs. (don't hate me, just want you to stay safe)
Recently, I left my job and attended Schneider's training academy.
The very first day in the truck, I knew I wanted to do this for a living. However, after five days of driving, my team driver dropped out and I became very nervous and anxious. By the last day, my driving was worse than the first day. Schneider says they want me to come back, after I attend another school or gain confidence/experience behind the wheel. They suggested I drive a straight truck or do something along those lines also.
This sounds like an excellent plan, except I can't seem to find a job that doesn't require either a cdl to begin with or at least one year experience (I only have my permit). I'd love to attend another school, but I need $300 a week to continue paying my bills, as I am broke. I could probably make it one more week at a school, with help from my family, with an instructor willing to take me on. I have the skills, I just tend to overthink the task at hand and need a calm, friendly mentor.
Today, I am applying for some jobs in offices at trucking companies, and hope to find employment. I may have to wait until spring to try again at driving, as I want as much time as possible before winter.
Anyone who has some advice or encouragement, please reply. I don't want to give up on this.

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